How long will you wait ?

make a living in my country is not easy, especially for those middle class people like us. 
from birth, we are carrying the responsible to not only taking care our own family but also pay the living of both side parents and relatives.
I need to work to support the family (which instead of stay-at-home mom).
I do wonder, why i am bound to all these responsibilities and want to get rid off it. 
seems my lives is not about myself but also for others. 

however, when i shift my attention back to myself. 
I feel i didn't love myself enough, 
i  m working very hard in order to get promotion and continue to move up in ladder. 
I'm not happy in corporate job but because of the good pay and i ignore my feeling.